Most of you have no idea that i am involved with someone, have been for a while. When i mean involved, i don’t mean dating, but you catch my drift? lol well she’s coming to visit me tomorrow. She’s taking i think a 26 hour train ride and is leaving this morning  :) you guys have no idea how nervous and excited i am that i finally get to meet her in person :) 

But on top of all this, i miss all you guys. i haven’t been on much cause of school. Come by and say hi, i usually respond if you guys talk to me lol have a good day my lovely followers 

my last iphones front camera was decent and now when i got my fucken replacement, every time i use my front camera they come out blurry as fuck and look like a painting

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In the past, i have dated girls based on their looks. Because i thought they were “hot” only to find out that their personality was complete fucking shit. All they did was play games and cheated on me constantly. I personally think i have opened my eyes from all this experiences. Falling for someones personality is a wonderful thing. Everything about them just becomes beautiful. Now, i found someone who has such a beautiful personality and everything about her is beautiful. 

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any suggestions ?

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lol, and im finally satisfied :) 

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It’s always the same fucking shit. I’m tired of trying with girls. I have yet to find one that’s different. One who’s actually going to put effort with me and isn’t going to play games. I guess I’m asking for to much. All i want is to be treated right for once. I treat girls with so much respect and i never stop trying and i never give up that easy. I mean life is a funny thing and you just never know what will happen or who it will bring to your life. You can’t just let shit go to waste, I say if you like someone and they are miles away, go for it. Yeah, distance is a bitch but its not impossible. You never know what will happen unless you don’t try 

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it sad because im used to all this fucking shit 

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i always care too much. i always get attached too fast. But, I’m also the one who gets fucked over every single fucking time. i feel pathetic right now. sitting here crying for what? .. this is why i haven’t talked to girls or tried getting involved with them cause its always the same shit. i give up on all this shit.. 

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or even from Colorado, maybe even Texas. 

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and i don’t know if i like it -.- 

i wish i could celebrate Christmas with my whole family but im not even aloud to talk to them because of my mom. People are lucky they get presents and good meals on holidays. You would think im living by myself, and i rather be. Shows how much my parents pay attention, they dont even know what size of shirt i wear or sock. so that’s getting donated. i spent close to a grand for them. i spent all my money on them. i bought my presents months ago. i bought my 300 dollar boots cause my stepdad messed up my other ones and said it was my problem and to buy new ones. i bought my letterman. i bought my shoes. i bought my shirts. those were my christmas presents and that’s every day use shit. I’m jealous that people got iPads and Kindles and Beats. be fucking grateful you get shit and you dont have to buy your own stuff. Another Christmas to shit. next year, my wish is to spend it with my Aunt and Uncle. 

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and plenty more to go :) Merry Christmas Eve lovelies.